Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Episode 1 – Back in a Green and Pleasant Land

I have arrived safely at Hulme Hall, one of the residence halls at the University of Manchester. I’m here for the annual conference of the British Society for the History of Science, although it doesn’t start until Thursday afternoon. I decided to take a couple of days to get over jet lag. I’m glad I did. There’s no way I’d be able to sit through even one afternoon of the conference in my current state. I’ve been awake now for over 36 hours, only excepting a few short naps on the plane. I left Sydney at 5pm on Monday, and it is now 8pm on Tuesday evening. Of course, it’s only 11am here, so I need to stay awake for quite a few hours yet.


I went through my usual departure rush – finished packing just before we left for the airport at 1:45pm (check-in opened at 2pm!) but everything was fine. The lady at check-in was very grateful for my conformity to the baggage weight restrictions. Quite unusual for me, actually, so I was pretty happy too! My parents and my boyfriend, Matt, came to see me off at the airport. We had a cup of coffee, did a little shopping for small gifts to give to people in the UK, and then I said goodbye and disappeared through the sliding doors, looking back and waving until I could see them no more. I passed through security with no incident. I completely forgot to take out my little 1L bag with my bottles (less than 100mL) of liquid for inspection, and no one asked. I sat looking out the window at the planes, doing sudoku puzzles until it was time to board the plane.

Window seat – hurrah! Of course, there’s no perfect place to sit on a plane. I like the window seat because I find it more comfortable to sleep if I can lean against the window.

(Interlude: While writing the above, I was sitting in the bar at Hulme Hall waiting for my room to be ready. I’m the only early arrival for the BSHS conference, and they weren’t quite ready for me. Georgina, the lovely girl from reception, came up to tell me that my room was ready. I got my keys, trundled down to the building, found room G15 – door open, trash not emptied, bed not made, towels on the floor – not ready at all! So I went back up to reception, someone came down with me to check on the situation, and now I’m sitting in a little common room, again waiting for my room to be ready.)

OK, no perfect place to sit on a plane. The window seat is good for sleeping and admiring the view, but not good for getting up to use the toilet. The aisle seat is good for getting up whenever you want to, but you have to deal with trolleys banging your elbows and people climbing over you, and it’s not so comfortable for sleeping. The middle seat is just not good for anything. Fortunately, I don’t need to get up all that often. My legs do get cramped, but I can wiggle them around enough to (I hope) ward off the threat of deep vein thrombosis. I try to get up to go to the toilet when one of the other people in my row gets up. If it’s the person on the aisle, I can climb over the person in the middle. If it’s the person in the middle, they have to get the person on the aisle to move anyway.

(Finally in my room now!)


On the flight to London, the person in the aisle seat of my row was particularly cranky. He didn’t seem too happy when he had to stand up to let me get to my seat in the first place, and he was distinctly unimpressed when the lady sitting in between us and I decided to go to the bathroom. True, he was about to go to sleep, but I thought it would be better to disturb him while he was getting ready to go to sleep rather than wake him once he had already dozed off. But there’s no pleasing some people.

On the leg from Sydney to Bangkok, my entertainment-on-demand system wasn’t working, so I was just getting scheduled movies. I watched The Holiday – I missed the beginning, but it didn’t matter because I’d already seen it. I also watched Zodiac, which is not the best in-flight movie. The sound through the headphones is not great, so it was difficult to work out what they were saying at times and it was a bit hard to follow. Also, I was getting exhausted, and it’s a really long movie – 2 ½ hours, I think.

From Bangkok to London I had my entertainment-on-demand. Hurrah! I watched an episode of House, and a movie which I have already forgotten… At least I think I watched a movie. Maybe I didn’t. I was rather sleepy by that point. But it was an eleven hour flight – surely I watched more than just House! Hmm. Thinking… Ah, that’s right. Music and Lyrics. Obviously not very memorable. It was kind of cute, but not great. I also watched an episode of The Chaser’s War on Everything – the one with the Trojan horse. Highly amusing.

We arrived in London slightly early, but I still only just made it to my flight to Manchester on time. I had to get from Terminal 4 to Terminal 1 – fortunately they provided a free shuttle bus. But when I got to Terminal 1 and was about to go through security again, I had a problem. Apparently what I consider a handbag is too big for UK domestic flights. So, I had to go out through passport control and check in my carry-on bag. Unfortunately, I only had 30 minutes until I was due to board my flight, and the queue for non-British and European Union passport holders was immense. There was no way I would get through in time. There were a few other people around in the same position. One girl, whose flight was leaving 15 minutes after mine, was even more stressed than I was. She asked at the desk for British passport holders if they would let her through, and was told “it’s not my problem you’ve got two bags.” I must be much sweeter – when I went up there and explained my situation, the lady said “well, since you asked so nicely” and let me through. So then I had to find the check-in counter, check in my bag, go back through security and finally made it to my plane with several minutes to spare before boarding began. Unfortunately, my other suitcase didn’t make the connecting flight with me. Apparently it will be delivered this afternoon.

It’s interesting how security standards vary at different airports. My mum was helping me pack (don’t know what I’d do without her!) and we carefully prepared my little bag of little bottles of liquid, and I had those in my handbag, ready to whip out for inspection if required. When the plane landed in Bangkok, we all got chased off the plane, but fortunately were allowed to leave our carry-on luggage behind. After I turned my phone on in the airport, I received a message from my mum. She’d woken up at 1:30am and suddenly realised that despite our careful attention to regulations on liquids, we’d still packed all my toiletries in my carry-on bag. What were we thinking?! Fortunately, I had left it on the plane, so I didn’t have to get it through security at Bangkok. And since I had to check it in at Heathrow, I didn’t have any problems there either. But the security people at Sydney Airport let me through with not only several bottles of liquids, gels and pastes (more than 1L in total), but also a mini Swiss Army Knife and a manicure set containing scissors, nail file and nail clippers. Hmm.

Aside from that, the flight to Manchester was quite uneventful. A nice sausage, scrambled egg and tomato chutney roll and (finally!) a decent cup of tea. But once we touched down in Manchester, I was so glad that I didn’t have to be back on a plane for almost 6 weeks! The only problem is that my suitcase has not yet arrived in Manchester, but hopefully it will be delivered sometime this afternoon. It’s now 12:08pm, and I guess I should be out seeing the sights of Manchester. It’s so tempting to have a nap, but that probably won’t help me get over jetlag. Perhaps I’ll do a little work on my conference paper (still have to prepare the PowerPoint presentation!), go for a little wander and with a little luck, my suitcase will be here in time for me to have a shower before finding somewhere to have dinner. Stay tuned for the next episode!

(By now you will have realised the drawback of having a laptop while travelling – super long blog posts!!)

Monday, June 25, 2007

"The look"

Oops

I drove home from church last night with a flat tyre. Oops!

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Field of Women

I'm keen to organise a group of girls to attend this event to support breast cancer research. Let me know if you're interested!

Saturday evening 11 August 2007, Telstra Stadium

13,000 women wanted to stand united in pink

We’re calling on 13,000 people – representing the number of Australians diagnosed with breast cancer in 2007 – to stand together and create the first ever Sydney Field of Women LIVE before the Sydney Swans v St Kilda match on Saturday evening, 11 August 2007.

Breast Cancer Network Australia welcomes everyone – supporters, friends, survivors - and anyone else who wants to be a part of this spectacular and memorable event.

Registration is $50 and includes a pink poncho, admission to the AFL game and public transport. 100% of your registration will go to support Breast Cancer Network Australia's important work.

Friday, June 22, 2007

Why Mr Darcy?

Colin Firth/Mr Darcy has the ability to make girls swoon. Why? you might ask. Stan did. He said:

Actually, when I watched Pride and Prejudice, I thought Colin Firth? What?! What's so good about him? Is it the one look that he gives to express many emotions?

I found that he was a bit of a player as well. I don't know - I just don't see it. When I was a single man, I thought, what's so good about Mr Darcy? I still think that now.

(BRACING FOR THE BACKLASH...)

I do have some thoughts on the topic that I'd like to share, but unfortunately I don't have time at the moment. I still need to work on the second draft of my second conference paper, finish the first draft of my third conference paper, sort out travel insurance, get an "academical letter of introduction" from my supervisor so I can look at manuscripts in the Cambridge Univesrity Library, photocopy my travel documents, and sort out countless other last minute details. Oh yeah, and at some stage I'll need to pack.

Stay tuned for Lara's theory on the attraction of Mr Darcy!

Obsessed?

I had a dream the other night that I kissed Colin Firth. It's possible that the picture of Mr Darcy has been at the top of my blog for too long. Oh well. I don't think I'm the only one enjoying it!

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Weird coincidence

The library at UNSW is currently in a bit of a mess. Previously, we've had three separate libraries - biomedical, social sciences and physical sciences - plus the law library, which is still separate. All the collections (books and journals) from the three libraries are being merged into one single sequence. As a result, things are a little crazy at the moment, and books can be hard to find.

While I was working on one of my conference papers last week, I began a list of books that I wanted to check something in - just a list of call numbers on a scrap of paper. Today I finally got a chance to go to the library. I was looking for a book with the call number S283.0942/1. The book I picked up had a title that didn't sound familiar, but it was relevant, so I figured I must have forgotten. And I was expecting to have a biography of John Wilkins in my list, but since I already had enough books to carry, I decided to leave that until later.

I just realised that I picked up the wrong book - S283.092242/1 instead of S283.0942/1. The latter was the biography of John Wilkins, so I was right about that. But how strange that the one I picked up by accident was so relevant - Science, Religion and Belief: The Clerical Virtuosi of the Royal Society of London, 1663-1687 - and my paper is on natural theology among the early members of the Royal Society of London, c. 1660-1690. Ok, ok, so the dewey decimal system means that related books are close to each other, but still, that's pretty cool!

Therapeutic cloning

Gordon Cheng suggests that Christians act now.

Craig agrees.

Here's what I wrote:

19/6/2007

To the Honourable (insert member's name here),

I am writing to express my opposition to therapeutic cloning for the purposes of embryonic stem cell research. This type of research involves the creation of a human embryo solely to be destroyed and used for the extraction of stem cells. Even if there are medical benefits to be had, these will not outweigh the cost of human life involved.

Adult stem cell research, which does not involve the destruction of human life, is already achieving much more tangible results than embryonic stem cell research. I implore those with the power to make such decisions to ensure that funding is directed towards ethically acceptable avenues of research which are already proving fruitful, rather than morally questionable endeavours.

Yours respectfully,

Larissa Johnson

Update 12:04pm: I received an email from Fred Nile's personal assistant thanking me for my "excellent" email and informing me that both Fred Nile and Gordon Moyes would be opposing the legislation. I'm not a huge fan of Fred Nile in general, but this is such an important issue that I guess it doesn't matter to agree with him, just this once...

Update 4:37pm: An email from Hon Duncan Gay MLC, Deputy Opposition Leader & Leader of the Nationals in the Legislative Council of New South Wales, Shadow Minister for Roads, Shadow Minister for Ports and Waterways

Thank you for your e-mail regarding the human cloning bill.
I will take your views and comments into consideration when making my final decision.

We'll always have Paris


Nick is trying to make people jealous because he is in Paris and they are not. Nice beret!!

Christianity - the foundation of liberty

Christianity, and nothing else, is the ultimate foundation of liberty, conscience, human rights, and democracy, the benchmarks of Western civilization. To this day, we have no other options [than Christianity]. We continue to nourish ourselves from this source. Everything else is postmodern chatter.
- Jürgen Habermas


Click here.

Christianity - the foundation of liberty

Christianity, and nothing else, is the ultimate foundation of liberty, conscience, human rights, and democracy, the benchmarks of Western civilization. To this day, we have no other options [than Christianity]. We continue to nourish ourselves from this source. Everything else is postmodern chatter.

Monday, June 18, 2007

And the sky full of stars...

I drive past the airport every day on my way to and from uni. When I am driving home at night, I like to watch the lights of the planes coming in to land. For some strange reason, the shape of the lights - like an elongated star with the side "arms" cut off - reminds me of a Minbari war cruiser from Babylon 5.


As I've said before on here, I think there is something seriously wrong with me...

Happy Birthday Donna!


I hope you have a fantastic day!!

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Enjoying it


Very fun indeed.

I like Mika


Is that bad?

Open up your heart and let the sun shine in!

Hear Frente's version here.

My mummy told me something
a little kid should know.
It's all about the devil
and I've learned to hate him so.
She said he causes trouble
when you let him in the room.
He will never ever leave you
if your heart is filled with gloom.

So let the sun shine in
face it with a grin.
Smilers never lose
and frowners never win.
So let the sun shine in
face it with a grin
Open up your heart and let the sun shine in.

When you are unhappy,
the devil wears a grin
But oh, he starts to running
when the light comes pouring in
I know he'll be unhappy
'Cause I'll never wear a frown
Maybe if we keep on smiling
He'll get tired of hanging 'round.

If I forget to say my prayers
the devil wears a grin.
But he feels so awful awful
when he sees me on my knees
So if you're full of trouble
and you never seem to win,
Just open up your heart and let the sun shine in.

So let the sun shine in
face it with a grin.
Smilers never lose
and frowners never win.
So let the sun shine in
face it with a grin
Open up your heart and let the sun shine in.

Bringing back memories...

St George Girls' High School.

On Wikipedia.

Friday, June 15, 2007

New links

If you peruse my list of links extremely carefully on a regular basis, you might have noticed a couple of changes. I've removed a couple of blogs which I no longer read or which have closed down, and I've added two new links.

  • To Live Is Christ by the lovely Georgina (who I met in person before reading her blog!)
  • True Lies by the talented preacher Stan Lie (who married a friend from my church - the lovely Clare)

In other news, I've decided to change the date of my post on "the look" so it remains at the top of the page for a bit longer. I rather like opening my blog to find Mr Darcy gazing at me. Matt seems to have an issue with that, for some strange reason...

Thursday, June 14, 2007

It's Happy, Drug Free Bunny!

I've moved this back up to the top because yesterday I received a whole bunch of Drug Free Bunny stickers! I'm very excited! It seems that when I linked to the website, Google alerted the site's owner, Aaron Yeats, who then asked for my address to send me some stickers. Aaron is from the Partnership for a Drug-Free America, Texas Alliance, and apparently Drug Free Bunny has been a big success. Hurrah for bunnies!

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I've been a big fan of Happy Bunny ever since I saw the classic "love sucks" cartoon,* but the Drug Free Bunny website is just incredibly cool! Great to see that my favourite sarcastic and rude cartoon character also has a social conscience.

Here are some highlights:

Alcohol makes you say and do stupid things that you'll regret later. It also makes you fat, gives you zits, or even worse, it messes with your brain development.

Smoking loads your lungs with tar, nicotine, carbon monoxide and more than 200 other poisons. That can really hurt your game. Besides, nobody wants to kiss a smoker.

Meth rots your teeth, gives you diarrhea, and makes you scratch so much you get scabs all over. What would you expect from a drug made from gross stuff like battery acid, drain cleaner and antifreeze?

Using drugs, alcohol and tobacco doesn’t make you cool and won’t solve your problems — they’ll just create other problems.


It's Happy Bunny! really is the coolest bunny around.

*Phil, the guy who sits at the next desk in the FASS, commented today that I used to have something above my desk which proclaimed "Love Sucks." He wondered whether my removing this badge was related to "a change in the air" or something like that. Perhaps. I certainly can't say that boys suck anymore. Well, at least I have to acknowledge that there is one significant exception! Still love this bunny though...




Inside and outside the blogosphere

Out of the blogs that I read fairly regularly (and have links to in my sidebar) nine belong to people I either haven't met or didn't know before I started reading their blogs. I began my adventures in the blogosphere by reading Karen's blog (she had a link to it in her email updates), and as I'm a PhD student always in need of procrastination avenues, I started reading other blogs that she linked to. Karen has a fantastic list of blogs - I recommend checking some of them out!

One of the ones that stood out was Craig's, These Infinite Spaces - I liked the title and the Pascal quote in his header. I also started reading Duncan's blog regularly, and then when he posted about his brother, Matt, starting up his own blog, I began to read that as well. And through one of those, I came across Stu's blog. Through Craig's blog I started to read Nixter's, and both Chris and Tim found my blog somehow (still haven't figured out how). Through Craig's blog I also found about about Mike and Christine and their fairytale internet romance, and started reading their blogs regularly.

I've now managed to meet four blog friends in person. I dragged Tim along to a Descartes lecture a couple of years back (I'm impressed that he managed to stay awake!). I met Duncan at a CASE seminar on September 11 in film (though I didn't realise it was Duncan from Drawn From Still Water until the next day, when he blogged about the seminar). Matt and I started emailing at the end of last year after someone insulted me on Matt's blog, then met in person for the first time at a Word by Word dinner in January. A couple of weeks later he suggested we meet up for coffee, and after a bit of a rocky start, we've now been going out for over two months (yay!) And yesterday, I finally got to meet the very lovely Nixter!

I have to give credit for this to Facebook. Fantastic website. I'd been catching up with a few friends from high school and primary school, including Liz D who I hadn't seen in years. Nixter and Craig were both in Liz's friends list, as they all go to church together. Obviously, I couldn't pass up the opportunity to stalk them on Facebook as well as Blogger. After chatting to Nixter a little about England (she's giving me tips about sightseeing), we organised to meet up for hot chocolate - Nixter, Liz and I - and we finally got to do that yesterday afternoon.

The Lindt cafe alone would have been an experience, but it was great to catch up with Liz and to meet Nixter in person. They are both very lovely girls, and I hope we manage to meet up again sometime soon.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Email scam

From Dr. Mark Colby.
Address: 12 Kenneth Road
Tottenham London N8 9HG

Attn,

Do accept my sincere apologies if my mail does not meet your personal ethics although. Be so kind to contact me at your earliest convenient for a possible business deal involving money transfer of about £25,000,000 (Twenty-Five Million British Pounds).

In one of our peroidic auditing, I discorved a dormant accounts with holding balance of 25,000,000 (Twenty-Five Million British Pounds) which has not been operated for
the past three years. From my investigations and confirmations, the owner of this account is a foreigner by name Mr. Gregory.B.Wilson, and he died without a WILL.

I am presently in London working as an investment consultant with the above bank at their London office. And I am poised to work this deal out if we can do business.

As at this moment,I am constrained to issue more details about this business until your response is received. As we have not meet before,I will give you every details you
need to know regarding the business, and about me as we progress with the business.

So send me your nominate account information as states below where you like the money to be transfer so that I will write and apply an application for the release of the fund immediately into your account.

Beneficiary Name.......
Bank Name..............
Bank Address...........
Account Number.........
Swift Code.............
Routing Number.........
State & Country........
Your Tel/Fax Number....For easy communication.

I look forward to hear from you as soon as possible.

Warmest regards,

Dr. Mark Colby.
Chief investment Consultant.
Allied Irish Bank (GB).
www.aibgb.co.uk

Unbelievable

I'm already in a bad mood with people today, and the responses to this piece have not made me feel any better. I just want to sit down and cry for the state of the world.

A young man named Anthony Succar has written an excellent piece for The Australian opposing embryonic stem cell research and calling for resources to be given instead to adult stem cell research which, to date, has shown much more promising results. He writes:

ONE of the most frustrating experiences of life is the feeling of being used, exploited for the benefit of others while suffering loss or harm. It is a feeling of being violated and, while leaving self-esteem shattered, it kindles a deep sense of outrage.

This is how I feel every time I hear one of our politicians claiming that people who suffer from crippling diseases support embryonic stem cell research and therapeutic cloning. When I was 14 I was involved in a motor vehicle accident that left me a C4-5 quadriplegic, paralysed from the neck down. With all the hardships I undergo everyday as a result of my disability it is even more unbearable being used as a marketing tool for the agenda of others.

Despite the rhetoric surrounding embryonic stem cell research, adult stem cell research has great potential to help people, with a record of documented results that excites great hope. Research is achieving substantial results using stem cells acquired from adults and umbilical-cord blood. Sadly, this inspiring research, which has filled countless people with hope, is being attacked by those brandishing alternative agendas, with the rise of embryonic stem cell research usurping the necessary resources for adult stem cell research to continue.

It is all the more heartbreaking knowing the frailest and most vulnerable in our society are being used by politicians and pharmaceutical companies to sell their lies. In addition to holding back authentic medical research, choosing an avenue with no foreseeable benefits over documented evidence of success, politicians have also opened the door for anyone to legally assault and destroy human life.

Considering that opponents of embryonic stem cell research are often condemned as having no compassion on those who the treatment will help, it is fascinating to read such an impassioned plea from one of those who would stand to benefit from the research, if it were successful. Some of the responses to this piece, however, are truly astounding:

There is only one key thing that explains your views on this subject. That is that you are catholic. You believe irrationally in an all powerful sky-god and the fact that people have a magical quality called a soul. This is because your holy-men told you that this is how things are.

The problem for you is that those who engage in medical research don’t believe in these things. But they are still engaging in their research to do good. Not so they can kill “babies”. They do good not because of the fear of going to an imaginary place called hell, but simply because they are good people.

Understand that most people do not share your irrational view of the world and suddenly people’s motives become a lot clearer.

A few undifferentiated cells is not a baby.

The Australian’s attempts to set itself up as the Catholic newspaper have surely reached rock bottom with the publication of this crap. You might enjoy being a quadriplegic Anthony, but millions of others don’t enjoy being disabled and desperately want the chance to be normal that stem cell research brings. Shame on The Australian for printing this and the moronic editorials defending Cardinal Pell.

The Australian has always taken a biased editorial view on stem cell research, utterly abandoning any pretence of balanced journalism.

How ridiculous to disparage medical researchers for holding out hope to people. No, not ridiculous: disgusting. Yes, there is hope in therapeutic cloning using pluripotent stem cells.

And it is ingenuine to claim that there’s sufficient evidence to abandon embryonic stem cells in favour of adult stem cells. Tell me, is an IT support analyst a valid source for expert opinion on the potential for stem cell therapies? It’s time that a scientifically literate journalist provided some unbiased reporting of the evidence base for each of these approaches. That might debunk some of the myths perpetuated by the theologically-motivated.

You ask me what I think… I think that this newspaper needs to lift its game, stop pushing a particular regilious line, and start representing all sides of this important debate. For now, The Australian does not deserve its name as the national broadsheet.


It's just incredible...

Monday, June 11, 2007

Singleness is better than marriage

Some interesting thoughts on singleness from Craig. Click here.

Richard Rorty is dead.

Click here.

One person commented:

While every death brings sadness, when we lose a philosopher it is hard to argue that we've lost much. Philosophers may set to themselves the task of thinking all that is thinkable. After getting my philosophy degree and postgraduate flirtations, I am much more interested in what is doable than what is thinkable.


Of course, it's much more of a tragedy that Paris Hilton was sent back to prison...

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Nice. Very nice.

Just a little more evil than Kelly Clarkson's "Since U Been Gone."

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Can a Scientist Believe the Resurrection?

Tom Wright gives a lecture at the Faraday Institute for Science and Religion - click here.

And lots of other cool stuff on the Institute's website.

I'm just a girl (2)

Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed and it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know exactly where I stand
This world is forcing me to hold your hand

'Cause I'm just a girl, little 'ol me
Don't let me out of your sight
I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights

Oh...I've had it up to here!

The moment that I step outside
So many reasons for me to run and hide
I can't do the little things I hold so dear
It's all those little things that I fear

'Cause I'm just a girl, I'd rather not be
'Cause they won't let me drive late at night
I'm just a girl, guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare with their eyes
I'm just a girl, take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype

Oh...I've had it up to here!

Oh...am I making myself clear?

I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!

I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb makes me worry some
I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?
What I've succumbed to is making me numb

I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become is so burdensome
I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison

Oh...I've had it up to-
Oh...I've had it up to-
Oh...I've had it up to here!

- No Doubt

I'm just a girl (1)

I might be a little concerned with my hair
I might need comfort more than my share
I might seem to follow fashion but claim that I don't care
My heart is your best friend when it rules my head

I might want to talk a lot but don't ask me why
And I'll get impatient if you don't reply
I might always search for something wrong, I want you to deny
And if you love me just stay close and hold me when I cry

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl

I don't seek money but I want your time
'Cause I'd give my life for you, when you are mine
And it hurts me more than I can say when you pull away
But if you love me you should tell me everyday

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl

You might think I'm too demanding
But you're just not understanding

I might like to take advice, but go my own way
And it's when I hurt the most I swear I'm okay
And it's always when you least expect I say I want to stay
It might take just a single kiss to steal my heart away

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
You think I'm an X-File, but I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl

Don't try to understand me, I'm just a girl
One of the greatest mysteries, you'll find in this world
I'm not hard to handle, I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl

- Bachelor Girl

There is something seriously wrong with me...

We are now in week 14 - the last week of classes for the session. Today I have my last tutorial for my Tuesday group in the first-year history of science subject I'm tutoring. I bribed my students to turn up by offering chocolate chip biscuits (home-made, too - they're really good!)

Anyway, we're looking at Thomas Kuhn today - scientific revolutions and how science progresses, etc. I had a bizarre dream last night. I was teaching this class, and not only did I forget the biscuits, but Karl Popper, Kuhn's arch-nemesis, turned up and and took over my class. He dominated the discussion and wouldn't let me get a word in edgewise! Keep in mind that Popper has been dead for 17 years, so if he did appear in my class, it would be a miracle. But aside from that, why wouldn't I want to hear from someone as famous in HPS as Karl Popper? I'm sure he'd do a better job teaching than me!

All very strange. It makes me worry...

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Greg Clarke leaves CASE

Click here.

I look forward to seeing what the future holds both for CASE and for the new Christian Studies Institute that Greg will be directing.

An even more important question...

Why am I having so much trouble focusing on my conference paper?!

A very important question...


Are peppermint Tic Tacs not as strong as they used to be, or am I just getting used to serious mints?

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Milk & Honey

I am soon to embark on my third annual adventure in the green and pleasant land that is the UK, and lately I have been engaged in the very pleasurable activity of planning the exciting things I will see and do. I'll be away for six weeks, and for most of that time I will be working hard - attending conferences, presenting papers, networking and researching archives and manuscripts, but I'm planning to have a little fun along the way - particularly in the evening, when the libraries are closed.

I heard about a bar called Milk & Honey last year, but I didn't get around to going there while I was in London. This time, I'm determined to go. It's a very exclusive bar:

Milk & Honey opened in Soho, London, in April 2002 and remains dedicated to bringing unrivalled drinks quality and service to a discerning crowd of grown-ups.

Access to non-members is by reservation only until 11pm (and in practice restricted to the early part of the week). For members and their guests the bar is open until 3am six nights a week. No reservation is required for members, but we advise that you always call ahead.

It also has a list of house rules which appeal to me, particularly the fifth one:

No name-dropping.

No hooting, hollering, shouting or other loud behaviour.

No fighting, play fighting, no talking about fighting.

Gentlemen will remove their hats. Hooks are provided.

Gentlemen will not introduce themselves to ladies.
Ladies, feel free to start a conversation or ask the bartender to introduce you. If a man you don't know speaks to you, please lift your chin slightly and ignore him.

Do not linger outside the front door.

Do not bring anyone unless you would leave that person alone in your home. You are responsible for the behaviour of your guests.

Exit the bar briskly and silently. People are trying to sleep across the street. Please make all your travel plans and say all farewells before leaving the bar.


This is a place that is very serious about its drinks:

If you're in the Red Room, you'll be served drinks containing jagged wedges of ice. We cut these by hand with an ice pick from a twice-frozen block of ice made from mineral water. Ice like this is denser, colder and clearer, and chills your drink perfectly without diluting it too much.


As mentioned above, it's very exlusive. One can purchase membership, but the number of members is limited. So, one must join the waiting list, and then wait until a member leaves or a membership lapses. It's £50 to join the waiting list. Then when you're offered membership the annual fee is £300 for one membership card which also includes three guests. Insanity!

The original Milk & Honey is located in New York, and is open to members only.

Milk & Honey opened in New York in January 2000 and is located on Manhattan's Lower East Side. Entrance is by referral and appointment only. Many New Yorkers assume that M&H is an urban myth but access is easy for London members seven nights a week until 4am.

There is no way I would ever take out membership in a place like this, but there's something about it that appeals to me. I like the seriousness of it - this is not a place to hang out in the hope of spotting celebrities, or a place to pick up. And the rules crack me up, particularly the one about gentlemen not speaking to ladies without permission. It's very Jane Austen!

Friday, May 25, 2007

All I ever needed to know about life, I learned from The Princess Bride


1) Never trust poor lost circus performers.
2) If there are rocks ahead, we'll all be dead.
3) Shrieking eels always grow louder when they're about to feed on human flesh.
4) Inconceivable doesn't mean what you think it means.
5) Thibault cancels out Capo Ferro (unless the enemy has studied his Agrippa).
6) You use different moves when fighting half a dozen people than when you only have to worry about one.
7) Plato, Aristotle, Socrates...morons.
8) Never get involved in a land war in Asia.
9) Never go in against a Sicilian when death is on the line.
10) Anyone who says life isn't pain is selling something.
11) Mocking someone's pain can get you thrown down a ravine.
12) Never say you won't survive just because no one else ever has.
13) R.O.U.S.s DO exist.
14) If you haven't got your health, you haven't got anything.
15) Love cannot be tracked or broken.


16) When a job goes wrong, you go back to the beginning.
17) You rush a miracle man, you get rotten miracles.
18) Mostly dead is slightly alive.
19) True love is the greatest thing in the world (except for a nice M.L.T.)
20) Chocolate coating makes everything go down easier.
21) Real friends will help you storm a castle gate guarded by sixty men.
22) Mawidge is a dweam wiffim a dweam.
23) If you didn't say it, you didn't do it.
24) Death cannot stop true love, all it can do is delay it for a while.
25) War is a prestigious line of work, with a long and glorious tradition.
26) People in masks cannot be trusted.
27) Lies do not become of men of action.
28) List everything among your assets, even if it's just a wheelbarrow carting an albino.
29) Scaling the face of a giant cliff is not as easy as it looks.
30) You should never trust the word of a spaniard.


31) If you see a boat following you in eel-infested waters, it's probably not a fisherman out for a pleasure cruise at night.
32) When jogging someone's memory, don't jog too hard.
33) Yelling a single phrase over and over makes you recover from certain death.
34) When asked a question for posterity, be completely honest.
35) There's not much money in revenge.
36) It's good to know someone on the Brute Squad.
37) After taking a miracle pill, don't go swimming for at least an hour.
38) Do good work and maybe they won't kill you in the morning.
39) When you're about to be killed by a pirate, just say the reason for you to live is true love.
40) Being nervous and concerned are NOT the same thing.
41) Always think everything could be a trap, and you'll still be alive.
42) Sword fights are always the best way to resolve an argument.


With thanks to the "Hallo. My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die." group on Facebook.

Any others??

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Endorphin rush

I had a great workout at the gym this morning. I hadn't worked out for a week, because I'd been unwell, but my trainer, Elizabeth, did not go easy on me! Working out with a personal trainer once a week is not cheap, but it's worth it. Elizabeth works me hard, but she's so nice that I don't mind. Doing lunge-drives, holding a 5kg plate, legs burning... how many left? 4?! OK, just because it's you...

It's great as well that she doesn't just care about my physical well-being, but about my spiritual well-being as well (she's a Christian). She asks how I am emotionally, how things are going with the special man in my life (hi Matt!!) and how my PhD is coming along.

She's given me homework for next week. I have to finish my first conference paper before I see her next Thursday. Then I have to finish the second one by the following week, and the third one the week after that. She's tough! Good news though - I'm actually making progress on my first conference paper this afternoon. Hurrah!

Hmm. I think my lats are going to be sore tomorrow. Why did I ask for more weight?!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Studying is bad for your health

Click here.

OK, so that's not really what the article is saying, but everyone knows it anyway!

I received the email about this on Monday, and I was a little concerned given that I work in this building. I guess, though, that I probably haven't been here long enough to be really worried. Still, I knew this PhD was bad for my health!!

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Tee hee!

Donna sent me this:

The mystery is finally solved.

How does the small arrow on your computer monitor work when we move the mouse?

Haven't you ever wondered how it works?

Now, through the miracle of high technology, we can see how it is done.

With the aid of a screen magnifying lens, the mechanism becomes apparent.

Click on the link below and you will find out! The image may take a minute or two to download and when it appears, slowly move your mouse over the light gray circle and you will see how the magic works.

Follow this link and find out the truth.
I would have been more impressed if the arrow was carried around by a team of mice...

Progress or Providence?

Michael Ruse on the Creation-Evolution struggle.

Monday, May 14, 2007

Hurrah!

I've finished marking the take-home exams for the Science and Religion subject I tutor online - just in time to wander down to the School of Physics for Greg's lecture. Now, if I can get all the Cosmos and Culture tests marked tomorrow, I can spend the rest of the week on my conference papers, which will make me very happy indeed...

The rain in Spain stays mainly in the plain...

While the rain in Tasmania falls in... bottles.

You can now buy Tasmanian Rain water over the internet. Only $24 for four bottles. That's 24 US dollars - it's a New York-based company.

Tasmanian Rain is uniquely pure rain water captured on the pristine island of Tasmania, Australia, where the air is scientifically proven to be the purest in the world.

The air travels over Antartica and 10,000 miles of ocean, eventually reaching the most western point of Tasmania, called "The Edge of the World." There Tasmanian Rain is collected without ever touching the ground.

There's simply no other water like it.


Hmm.

Grrr...

I am staying at uni late tonight for Greg Clarke's lecture on "Where Richard Dawkins is not a scientist." Greg is also speaking at my church on Sunday night on Dawkins ("Are Christians deluded?" Details here.) but I'm sufficiently interested in Dawkins and enough of a fan of Greg Clarke to go to two lectures in one week.

Anyway, the lecture tonight starts at 7:30pm, so I'm hanging around until then, attempting to finish some marking and prepare for tomorrow's tute. I just took a walk up to level 5 of the Botany St carpark to bring my car down to the carpark outside my office (which was full when I arrived at uni today at the ridiculously late time of 11am). After parking, I noticed that the passenger-side mirror was askew. This surprised me, because although I parked quite close to a concrete column this morning, and it's not unknown for me to hit my mirror on such columns, I didn't recall this happening. Surely I would have noticed?

So I got out of the car, and attempted to move the mirror back into position. Crack. It broke. It's kind of in the right position now, but I can just see it falling off to the side while I'm driving down the M5 East at 80km/h (sadly, this has happened to me before - other mirror, though!) Not happy at all. I don't want a new mirror! I'm happy with this one! And I particularly don't want a new mirror when I didn't even realise that I was breaking it. Fair enough if I realise what has happened at the time, but it's not much fun to discover it 6 hours later! Grr. And why is it that when I'm already in a bad mood, these kinds of things happen to make me even more annoyed at the world (and myself, for that matter)?!

Well, this kind of reminds me of one of my favourite scenes from Babylon 5 (in an episode I happened to watch on Saturday, actually). Captain Sheridan is in the garden with the Minbauri ambassador Delenn, and they have this delightful little exchange:

Sheridan: Why is it every time you finally get things calmed down and everything's going great life decides to kick you in the butt?

Delenn: But what?

Sheridan: What?

Delenn: You said that life decides to kick you, but...

Sheridan: No! It's umm... it's, it's a part of the body. It's, ahhh... oh, you have the damndest gaps in your vocabulary!

Delenn: In preparing to come here, I was not taught the more colorful aspects of your language. It was considered inappropriate for one of the religious cast.

Sheridan: Yeah, well, you're missing out on a lot.

Delenn: So I gather... (mumbles to herself) Butt. Butt... I butt, you butt, he or she butts...

Sheridan: No. It's a...

Delenn: Butt butt, butt butt.

Sheridan: You sound like a motorboat.

Delenn: Motorbutt? I do not think I like the sound of that.

Sheridan: Well, I don't blame you. I'm against the whole idea.

Delenn: Then we're in agreement.

Sheridan: Absofragginlutley!


Ah, at least that makes me smile!

Thursday, May 10, 2007

105 Things

I'm jumping on the bandwagon here - it seems to be a trend in the blogosphere. (See lists of things about Nixter and Craig, for example). Since I'm having trouble focusing on my work at the moment, I decided to give it a go.

1. I am a PhD student.
2. I need to finish my PhD this year.
3. My scholarship ends in August.
4. I am in the School of History and Philosophy of Science.
5. My PhD is on natural theology in 17th-century England, and how it was related to natural philosophy and theology.
6. I have been interested in science and religion for a very long time.
7. I don't remember when I first got interested in Galileo, but he's now my biggest soapbox.
8. I used to have debates about creation and evolution with my science teacher in year 7.
9. I used to be a dogmatic young earth creationist.
10. I doubt that I knew that is what I was.
11. I'm now a fairly indifferent theistic evolutionist, if I'm forced to label myself.
12. I'm passionate about science and religion because I am a Christian.
13. And I'm interested in science.
14. I still have the first copy of New Scientist that I ever read.
15. That was when I was in year 12, in 1998.
16. I was particularly fascinated by an article on quantum entanglement.
17. I wish I had studied quantum physics.
18. There are many things I wish I had done.
19. There are many things I wish I could do.
20. I wish I could read Latin.
21. And speak Russian.
22. And play bass guitar.
23. I think that my church does not have enough female guitarists.
24. My church has no female guitarists (that play at church regularly, anyway).
25. I play piano at my church during the evening service.
26. I have played the piano since I was in year 2 - 1988 - 7 years old.
27. I completed all the AMEB grades, but failed to pass the AMusA exam.
28. Twice.
29. I was pretty bitter for awhile after failing my AMusA a second time.
30. I hardly played the piano for ages.
31. I'm back to enjoying playing, when I get a chance.
32. I wish I had more time to play the piano.
33. I wish I had more energy to play the piano.
34. I wish I had practised scales more when I was a kid.
35. I love playing Mozart, because it's so light-hearted and fun.
36. I love playing Beethoven, because it's so emotional and I can bang out dramatic C minor chords.
37. I love Mendelssohn's Rondo Cappricioso, but I can't play the second part nearly fast enough.
38. Ditto for the Poulenc Toccata I played for my second AMusA exam.
39. My cousin Andrew plays the piano extremely well.
40. I enjoy playing piano with him.
41. And having my lovely sister-in-law Tegan sing.
42. And seeing my great-aunt Nina dance around the living room.
43. I love singing.
44. I can't sing.
45. I love dancing.
46. I'm not very good at dancing.
47. I have a DVD of all Kylie Minogue's music videos.
48. I'm not ashamed to admit that I have a DVD of all Kylie Minogue's music videos.
49. I like to dance to Kylie Minogue.
50. Particularly the dance routine she does in the music video for "I Wouldn't Change a Thing."
51. I'm not embarrassed to admit that I like to dance to Kylie Minogue.
52. At the moment I am procrastinating from writing a conference paper on the Boyle lectures.
53. This is a paper I will present at a Science and Religion conference at Lancaster in July.
54. At the end of June I will be heading over to the UK for 6 weeks.
55. I am very much looking forward to this.
56. I am in denial about how much I have to get done by then.
57. I would love to live in England for awhile one day.
58. I'm not sure if I could handle the winter.
59. This will be my third trip to the UK.
60. The other two trips (last year and the year before) were both in summer also.
61. This time I am looking forward to spending a week in each of London, Cambridge and Oxford.
62. I am particularly looking forward to visiting the Eagle and Child in Oxford and the Eagle in Cambridge again.
63. I am also looking forward to doing research among manuscripts in the British Library and other libraries.
64. I am hoping to look at Henry More's letters in the library of Christ's College, Cambridge.
65. I was so excited last year to visit the Royal Society of London and hold in my hands commonplace books written by Robert Boyle in the 17th century.
66. I was also excited to see the site where Boyle lived in Oxford and where he performed his famous air-pump experiments with Robert Hooke.
67. I am such a nerd.
68. While I am away, I will miss my family and friends.
69. I will also miss my lovely boyfriend, Matt.
70. My boyfriend is also a nerd.
71. But he's a different kind of nerd.
72. I met my boyfriend through my blog.
73. It still feels a little strange to say that I have a boyfriend.
74. But I am very happy.
75. Writing this list is helping me kill time before heading off to the gym.
76. I joined a Fernwood Women's Health Club just over a year ago.
77. I try to go about 5 times a week.
78. I have a personal trainer, Elizabeth, who is fantastic.
79. I like going to the gym.
80. I am very happy to be going to a female-only gym.
81. My favourite class is Body Pump.
82. There's something about lifting weights that is very empowering.
83. I plan to get back into Body Combat classes at some stage.
84. I try not to be too concerned about my physical appearance, but I still am.
85. I am looking forward to having a spiritual body!
86. I became a Christian when I was a little kid.
87. I asked Jesus to come into my heart.
88. I did this just after my bath, because I thought he would be able to get in more easily if I wasn't wearing any clothes.
89. My understanding of Christianity has progressed since then.
90. I can think of three significant times in my life where I have reaffirmed my faith.
91. The first was when I was about 12 - for perhaps the first time, the significance of Jesus' death and resurrection really hit me, I made a conscious decision to follow Jesus, and I was baptised.
92. The second time was in late high school - I felt that I'd been slipping a bit in my relationship with God, and I went down the front at an evangelistic service.
93. It was an incredibly emotional experience.
94. The third time was in my first year at uni - encountering strong intellectual opposition to my beliefs, I had to think through what I believed and why, and decide whether I could be rational and have faith in God.
95. I decided that I could.
96. Kirsten Birkett was an extremely important role model for me at this time.
97. My favourite book of the Bible is Romans.
98. My favourite chapter is Romans 8.
99. I know that this is rather unoriginal.
100. I don't mind!
101. I am not very good at quiet times and maintaining a personal prayer life.
102. I love reading the bible and praying with other people.
103. I am in a fantastic bible study group this year.
104. Fortunately the leader, Tim (also our associate pastor) managed to exorcise the spirit of Tuesday weakness from me via email, so I actually managed to get to bible study this week.
105. This wasn't as hard as I thought it might be.
106. I think that means I'm far too good at talking about myself.
107. And I can't count.
108. If you made it this far, thank you - I hope you didn't get too bored!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Five songs I'm loving at the moment

Some people may think that I should be embarrassed to admit to liking some of these songs... but I'm not!

KT Tunstall - Suddenly I See


Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape


Nelly Furtado - Say It Right


Gia Farrell - Hit Me Up


Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man


Hurray for girly music!

Monday, May 07, 2007

Are you ready to rock?

Here is a rockin' photo from my brother Tim:



If you like it, you can vote for it to be included in a photography magazine. Click here.

Little Birdy rock!!

Thursday, May 03, 2007

A woman's work

Perhaps mothers should start charging for their services!

Click here.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

This is me in a nutshell!



Thanks Duncan!

Very strange indeed

Nick pointed out to me that the link to my blog in my Facebook profile was wrong. I accidentally left out the "s" in "blogspot", and it turns out that www.larakate.blogpot.com is the web address for "Abundant Bible",

A mega-site of Bible, Christian and religious information and studies. By God's mercy, one of the largest Bible-centered sites on the web (app. 6000 pgs). If it's in the Bible, it should be on this site.

The site includes stuff about biblical prophecy of the end times, and things such as:
  • Will Russia and some Arab nations invade Israel and the U.S.A. become involved? Yes.
  • Will 1/4th of the world’s population die? Yes.
  • Will there be a one-world system or global economy? Yes.
  • Will diseases increase such as AIDS? Yes.
  • Did you know the Bible tells us about what is happening?

  • Interesting...

    Monday, April 30, 2007

    Creationism repackaged?

    Is Intelligent Design simply Creationism in disguise? This is a current debate in the science and religion subject I tutor. I'm curious to know what people think, and why. Even if you don't know much about Intelligent Design or Creationism, what's your gut feeling? What's the general message you get from the media, church, scientists, friends etc?

    Monday, April 23, 2007

    Caring for your introvert

    It's an old article, but I like it, especially the conclusion:

    How can I let the introvert in my life know that I support him and respect his choice?

    • First, recognize that it's not a choice. It's not a lifestyle. It's an orientation.
    • Second, when you see an introvert lost in thought, don't say "What's the matter?" or "Are you all right?"
    • Third, don't say anything else, either.

    Friday, April 20, 2007

    Theological break-up lines

    I like the Calvinist and Arminian ones the most.

    • Calvinist: We were predestined before the creation of the world to break up according to God's good pleasure. I am, on my own power, unable to break up with you apart from the irresistible draw of God's sovereign grace which leads me to end this relationship. Those that truly break up will not get back together in the end.
    • Arminian: While you love me and have a wonderful plan for my life, I have the power to resist your will. If I did not, love would not be possible. For our relationship to be loving it needs to include the possibility of breaking up--something I am doing right now.

    Read the full list here.

    I would also like to point out that I have absolutely no intention of using any of these in the foreseeable future!

    Thursday, April 19, 2007

    Mind the Gap!

    I've brought this post back up top because I find it strange that I've had two anonymous comments on it. It's about the history of science! Is that so controversial that people can't put their names to their comments? And if they're people I don't know (most likely), who are they and how did they find my blog? Strange.

    ---
    At the 2006 BSHS conference* in Canterbury, the Cambridge historian of science John van Wyhe presented a paper entitled "Mind the Gap" which discussed the reasons why Charles Darwin delayed in publishing his theory of the origin of species. Contrary to the popular belief that Darwin feared the repercussions from the Church or from his religious wife, it seems that he just didn't have time, between dealing with ill health and studying barnacles.

    I found it a fascinating paper. Of course, I'm interested in anything related to science and religion, particularly if it dispels popular myths about the Church suppressing science!

    Dr van Wyhe's findings have been published in the Notes and Records of the Royal Society of London, and have been reported by BBC news. Read about it here.

    *If you click on this link, I'm in the photo!!

    Tuesday, April 17, 2007

    Praise the Lord!

    Byron has had a scan to see whether his cancer is still active, and it has come back clear. He will still have to have regular tests to see how things are going, but for the moment, things look good.

    You can read about Byron's experiences here, and see some cute pictures of him and his lovely wife Jess.

    Byron has shared very openly about his experiences, and it has been a real privilege to read his posts. Byron and Jess are amazing examples of enduring suffering without losing sight of God's grace and eternity. I think they have been an inspiration and an encouragement to many people.

    Praise the Lord!

    Monday, April 16, 2007

    A good point

    Don’t automatically assume that when someone has left your church, it is an issue of faith. The primary issue may be breakdown in relationship with other church members. Some people may not be regular in attendance because anxiety or other mental health challenges arising from their experiences can affect daily functioning.

    This is from an article on the Sydney Anglicans website about caring for people who have been through a divorce. I think it's a good point to keep in mind more generally as well.

    Sunday, April 15, 2007

    Hurrah!

    I have finally started writing the three conferences papers that I will be presenting in the UK later this year. Well, I have started outlining them, anyway. But this is an important first step for me - I always like to write from outlines. I have outlined the paper on the Boyle Lectures, and I am now working on the Cambridge Platonists. Hopefully I can also get a bit done on the paper for Christians in Science, as it would be good to discuss all three with my supervisor on Tuesday. However, it will depend on how much longer I can stay awake tonight. Tomorrow I have to finish my CASE lecture on Galileo, and tonight I am feeling very tired...

    Thog likes puppies

    #71 already. This is not good...

    Surrender

    "Surrender" has now become my favourite song by Kasey Chambers, taking the place of "The Rain."

    It's not that I don't care
    I know it's here somewhere
    But it's more than I can bear to take
    I lie awake at night
    I never win the fight
    It's an addiction I can't shake

    It's overbearing me and
    Growing, flowing, showing

    I surrender, forever
    I fold, I play the losing card
    I'm under
    It's over
    I give it up it's all too hard

    It's not I'm unsure
    I've heard it all before
    But I can't help wanting more to keep
    You just don't understand
    The way I really am
    It's all I ever can be

    But underneath it all
    I'm breaking, waking, shaking

    I surrender, forever
    I fold, I play the losing card
    I'm under
    It's over
    I give it up it's all too hard

    And now I face it all
    I'm falling, crawling, stalling

    I surrender, forever
    I fold, I play the losing card
    I'm under
    It's over
    I give it up it's all too hard

    Sparklies!

    I played Order of the Stick for the first time last night. This morning I looked up the web comic, and to my alarm and dismay, I found it amusing. I'm very scared that after playing the game once (and not even finishing it), I can already get some of the jokes. I started at the beginning of the comic and got to #32. Since the current one is #439, I think I shall have to find a way to avoid looking at it when I should be doing work. But I've found a new source of amusement and procrastination!

    I am increasing in nerdiness by the minute. And it's all Matt's fault!

    Saturday, April 14, 2007

    I'm in pain!!

    I thought I was in pain after my Body Pump class at the gym this morning, but that was nothing compared to the side-splitting agony of watching clips from the Chaser on YouTube!

    Good thing I'm at home by myself...

    Click here.

    Disclaimer: distractions such as this are an integral part of working hard. So in case anyone was wondering, I am working. I promise!!

    Wednesday, April 11, 2007

    It's hard to argue when you won't stop making sense...

    I'm loving Snow Patrol!


    Thanks to Donna and Liz for my iTunes voucher!!

    Family

    Here's my brother trying to crush me:


    Here's my brother giving me a nice hug:


    And here's my lovely sister-in-law Tegan giving me a nice hug:


    I like hugs!

    Easter tradition

    I had a very nice, rather busy and family-filled Easter weekend. On Saturday, three generations of women spent the day cooking Russian yeast buns called bulochki - an Easter tradition in our family.

    Here is my lovely sister-in-law Tegan making the bulochki:


    Here is my Grandma supervising:


    Here are the finished products of a long day's work (after about a dozen had already been eaten):


    And here's one in the process of being enjoyed!

    Yummy!!

    Thanks to Tim for the photos.

    Hmm.

    A new theology blog - Sky's the Limit. He wants his blog to be the Augustine's Confessions and Calvin's Institutes of the blogosphere. Hmm...

    Tuesday, April 10, 2007

    Fantastic!

    I wish I'd thought of this while I was studying piano!

    Thanks Nick.

    Oxford atheist ridiculed by Anglican theologian?

    A short article on a debate between Richard Dawkins and Alister McGrath.

    It doesn't seem to me that McGrath ridiculed Dawkins, and I would have been surprised if he had. McGrath's book, Dawkins' God, is incredibly generous towards Dawkins, though I haven't read his latest, The Dawkins Delusion.

    My response to The God Delusion was to want to throw it across the room (although I refrained, since the book cost me $31.50 and I like to keep my books in pristine condition!), and to write a review outlining all the places where Dawkins shows himself to be incredibly ignorant of Christianity and deliberately distorting the arguments to make his points. I was going to title this review "Liar, Lunatic or 'Honestly Mistaken'? The Dawkins Delusion," in honour of Dawkins' response to C.S. Lewis' classic Liar, Lunatic or Lord illustration in which Dawkins suggests that Jesus might have been 'honestly mistaken' about being God. (By the by, I think Dawkins misunderstood the argument Lewis was making - he wasn't arguing that Jesus had to be either liar, lunatic or Lord, and that there weren't any other possibilities; rather, Lewis was arguing that it is not possible to claim that Jesus was just a good teacher.)

    Anyway, it's probably a good thing that I haven't had time to write this article. It's also fortunate that the Christian community has people like Greg Clarke to provide much more loving responses. Previously, Greg has occupied himself with presenting talks and seminars about The Da Vinci Code all over the country. Perhaps the distinguishing feature of his response to Dan Brown was that he wasn't concerned primarily with pointing out all the errors that Brown makes, but with trying to understand why people are so receptive to conspiracy theories about the church. With Dawkins, Greg is extremely diligent to avoid responding in kind, and in attempting to appreciate what legitimate concerns Dawkins might have with religion.

    You can find a lecture Greg gave at CASE a couple of weeks ago here. I am sure he will be in demand for this kind of talk, as he was for The Da Vinci Code, and he is speaking at my church (Narwee Baptist Church) on May 20.

    Popping bubbles

    Boomshine - a cute flash game. I finished level 12! Hurrah! I rock!!

    Saturday, March 31, 2007

    March 2007

    Books bought:
    1. Tom Wright, Paul for Everyone: Romans Parts 1 & 2
    2. N.T. Wright, Paul: Fresh Perspectives
    3. Douglas Moo, The Epistle to the Romans
    4. Susanna Gregory, A Conspiracy of Violence
    5. Christopher Priest, The Prestige
    6. Sam Harris, Letter to a Christian Nation

    Books read:
    1. Tom Wright, Paul For Everyone: Romans Part 1
    2. Susanna Gregory, A Conspiracy of Violence
    3. Christopher Priest, The Prestige
    4. Alan Wall, The Lightning Cage
    5. Al Hsu, The Single Issue
    6. Jim A. Talley and Bobbie Reed, Too Close Too Soon
    7. Michael and Amy Smalley, Don't Date Naked

    My Top 5 Worship Songs

    These are the 5 songs I voted for in Narwee's top 10.*

    5. Rock of Ages (the only one that got in!)
    4. Before the Throne of God Above
    3. Faithful and True
    2. My Heart is Filled with Thankfulness
    1. Oh Lord, Your Love

    My number 1 song - it's quite a simple song, but I think it's a beautiful expression of the relationship we have with God. It is amazing - why should he call us his children or his friends? We have received so much from God, and there is nothing we can give in return. Even our relationship with God is all from him.

    Oh Lord, I give you all I have
    But it seems so little
    When you have given me so much
    I come to you with empty hands
    And a heart that's fragile
    You come to me with a wealth of love

    And now I sing you songs of praise
    But you are beyond me
    I know I cannot comprehend
    How you, ancient of days
    Stoop yourself to call me
    To be your son, to be your friends

    Oh Lord, your love is new with every morning
    Your faithfulness gets me through the night
    You bid me come, you know that I am weary
    Your yoke is easy, and your burden is light


    I remember singing this song at church when I was going through a particularly hard time with depression and anxiety. I ended up crying because I just didn't feel that God's yoke was easy or that his burden was light. But in the end, I got through that dark time, and I know it wasn't on my own strength.

    *There are other songs which would have made it into my top 5 (e.g. And Can it Be, and Crown Him With Many Crowns) but in this survey I was limited to the songs that are on the songlist for evening services at Narwee. I think I destroyed any chance of Crown Him With Many Crowns being on the list permanently when I managed to sneak the "Potentate of Time" verse in twice, but I'm not sure what the problem with And Can it Be is...